Digging meaning.

Seeking what it matters…

Makes me wonder if it is worth it.
Life of fight, cause, or sublimation?

Is remaining alive the purpose of living?

Things get worse with no glimpse of light.
At least not within this generation.

Is it just pessimism?

To keep in the same systemic struggle, now aware.
To yet have a very favorable condition among others.

It kinda makes you a stats.

…

Does this motivate you to keep going?

Yeah, probably resentment?
Probably the doubt to know if I’d be at this if not here.

At the same time that things are generally pretty awful indeed.

So it’s an accumulative dilemma.

…

Should keep carrying on.
To the daily systemic farse.
To the daily tragedic news.

You make people well.
Do I? Is that all?

You’d lose all this news.
Global pandemic, fascism, hopelessness, etc.

…

Well.
Let’s keep watching it.