Time, right?

It is and has been always about it

This was going to go on the semi-public one.
But I think it might get dense.

Well.
Death and regret, of course.

Not so much about purpose or questioning.

A bit of apathy maybe.

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Time.
Yes, certainly the main character.

It goes, you grow older, and so everybody else.

You evolve and grow, that’s cool.
While elders age and get closer to fade away.

You used to worry about it in the past.
I think that’s the apathy aspect.

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Don’t know.
Bonds became indifferent.
World became indifferent maybe.

I wouldn’t say it’s all due to the scenario.
Generation maybe…

This ‘new age’.

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Although things should be the same.
Interesting to think that it finally doesn’t feel like that.

Not ‘same but diff’ anymore.

Or maybe that’s naive to think.
It’s just part of the process.

To think you have things put together.
And will look back one day and… regret.

‘I was young, arrogant, thought I knew better.’
‘Couldn’t see what was in front of me’
‘Wasted the ones that were still around’
‘For what? Sillyness? Pride? Mundane issues?’

I can see that.

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At the same time, it gets to sublimeness and ignorance.
The vain bliss.

Of which I currently see as toxic and invalid.

Which is the true one then?

And yes, there’s in fact one.

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Meanwhile we keep going…
Seeing it pass through our eyes…
Taking it for granted…
As it was never going to end…

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Time, right?

It is and has been always all about it.