Watching the world burn

Coming here…
A need, yet an urge.
Craving management.
More or less harm?

Time.
Conflicted. Afflicted.
Like never before, clearly.

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What do you want from here today?

Relief, alignment…

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Okay, you want to talk about it.
Because it feels good.

You want to visualize what’s bothering you.
Maybe, acknowledging all the known existing ones.

Lining up what’s getting clogged.

The old defragmenting.

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Feels like the same old habit, indeed.

Might be valuable to recognize you’re still the same.
Things are still the same, everything is still.

Yet, the world has been falling apart for real…

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Gets harder and harder to keep perspective.
To idealize hope and faith…
Future.

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In summary, it’s all about mental health here.
The core of self existentialism.

Weighting all external factors and their impact onto self.

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That makes sense.

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A bit of relief already.
Alignment?

Is it enough to make you feel better?

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I reckon to acknowledge Time as done in the past.

Uncovering the fear, the anguish, the sorrow.

Letting them breathe, as it suffocates from within otherwise.

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I think that’s what’s been bothering me indeed…

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Yet it’s been a big privilege to be working and in a good condition.

It’s disturbing to neglect all that while Time is running as always.

Although that’s all one can do now, it’s terrifying to watch.

To watch the world burns, hoping that there’ll be a home to come back.